Been a good long while since I made an entry, which I suppose is a good and a bad thing. Good in the sense there hasn't been a whole lot to write about on the subject in that time. Been the ups and downs, but that's about it.
I have been in a decent slump for the last month or so, however, which has had me thinking on the subject again. It hasn't been the depression in the sense of not wanting to do anything, or not doing anything period, it's just that I haven't had much enjoyment in any of it lately. Guess I'm just muddling through at the moment. Not really sure why that is, maybe it's just getting ready for winter months.
On the other hand it could also be simple accumulation of stress. I'm coming to believe we're like ships that collect barnicles on our hulls. By themselves, daily stress can be insignificant. Start piling it on top of each other without cleaning it off once in awhile and it'll drag you down. Maybe that's were I'm at now. I've been so used to fighting major depression perhaps I tend to overthink the mundane slumps these days. Going to be approaching it from that point of view, I'll keep posted on how it goes.
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